Wednesday, September 22, 2004
Make my day and tell me...
I was fucking lied to again!!!!!
"yeah, don't worry about that..."
was every thing you said that night a lie?
"no it wasn't"
what the fuck is up with this world?
I'm doing a fucking project you said you'd help.... I AM NOT ASKING YOU TO SLOVE THE WORLDS PROBLEMS.... I'm asking for a few pictures... What the hell is the problem with that? I didn't see anything and neither did you, untill.... yeah, "they" showed up again...
Just lemme know now... what is left there to be done.
I LOVE YOU TOO.. since you never bathered to let me answer......
love, hate, and all in between..
drea
Posted at 03:49 pm by punkdorkness
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Sunday, September 19, 2004
Last night me and Jessie went to Brendon's..... I robbed his sweatshirt and now I smell yummie... hehe
stupid cell phones need to burn in hell..
i never lied when i promised that i'd love you forever
something tells me, this wasn't suposed to happen this way... it's not what we planed...
its not what you promised...
dun
xX
shortie Xx
Posted at 09:47 am by punkdorkness
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Friday, September 17, 2004
you've had a month... and you want me to keep on going?
doubt that..
there i updated...
LaTeR
Posted at 09:25 am by punkdorkness
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Saturday, September 11, 2004
Ima become straightedge...
RIP Lost: ima become straight edge... do u think i could do it... and for how long
Bob: i dont think u could
RIP Lost: time limit?
Bob: week
RIP Lost: how long do you think i could stay hard core straight edge for?
Myles: 2 mins
RIP Lost: I'ma become hardcore straightedge... how long do you think i'd do it for?
Christina: hahaha
Christina: yeah right
RIP Lost: how long
Christina: a month
Christina: being nice... i will give you a month.. knowing you 2 weeks
RIP Lost: how long do you think i'd last being hard core straightedge?
Bonnie: .17 minutes.
Bonnie: And that "." was not there by mistake.
Bonnie: Those other people are homosexual.
Bonnie: My answer is right.
RIP Lost: How long do you think I would last being hardcore straightedge?
Coley: then.... about 2 weeks
Bob: i always hear being straightedge was no drinking, smoking, drugs, or hooking up
Joe: no drinking, pills, smoking, pre-martial sex, no drugs....
more to come, i'm going for now..
xX shortie Xx
Posted at 09:47 pm by punkdorkness
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Wednesday, September 08, 2004
Breaking my back just to know your name
Well today was the first day of school... Didn't really help G around, but I'm assuming she got every where okay because she didn't come to my house and kill me afterwards... Decent classes with decent people... so it shouldn't be too bad...
Didn't see many people that i haven't talked to in a while... then again, i didn't care to see other people... I guess this year I really am gonna try to keep to my self..
Tomorrow i'm taking the BOCES bus back to Islip to meet up with Jay since we're suposed to be chilling.. But yeah, who knows now because all i get is more bull shit... or at least thats what it seems like..
Can't wait for this year to get moving along... I just wanna start all over.. I'm tired of the same old bull shit every day.... Maybe it will get better, maybe it won't..
xX never forget
shortie Xx
Posted at 08:38 pm by punkdorkness
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Wednesday, September 01, 2004
I'm tired of being lied to... I wish I would have given up sooner..
That's all
xX Would you miss me...
shortie Xx
Posted at 09:35 pm by punkdorkness
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Saturday, August 28, 2004
key words or phrases in the problem:
15
"i'm not ready for a long term relationship"
"i love you"
stuff happens
new
friend comes along
reason why everything happened
"
sorry can't happen anymore"
more shit happens while new
friend is in picture
STILL
stuff shouldn't have happened
still have lots of
fun
"what does this mean to
you?"
"
this is helping in my desision"
every thing will get better
soon and/or eventually
don't worry about it
it's fine
Posted at 01:24 pm by punkdorkness
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Tuesday, August 24, 2004
There's something about the pain you cause that keeps me coming back for more..
I'm really tired of being lied to, I'm really tired of being hurt. Enough with the promises, you're just making my life worse....
There's something about the love you give that keeps me happy..
I love all the things you do. I love all the things you say. Just stop with all the pain, and you'll really make my day....
eNd
Posted at 06:12 pm by punkdorkness
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Tuesday, August 17, 2004
After all the shit that has went on, you were there holding me up to the sky.
You catched me as I fell, you dried my tears when I cried.
You never let me fade away, or run away and hide.
I never could say thank you for it, for there were to many ways to show it.
But I know I could tell you I love you, and never say I didn't mean it.
Whenever I needed a shoulder to cry on, or just a friend to talk to
You were there for me, even when I said I didn't want you.
Thanks again, thanks so much
You were the greatest friend
I could tell you I never want to lose you and I need you by my side
But some times feelings change and some time people lie
But I can promise you, my feelings will never change
And I will wait for you until the day I die.....
Some random-ness... don't pay attention to it.. no reason too..
i love you more then you'll ever know...
dun.
shortie
Posted at 10:34 pm by punkdorkness
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Not much to say, I'm just updating for the hell of it.. Today is my mom's birthday and I have to take my global regents again in an hour... oh boy what fun....
Well Karynne's party was fun.. Me and Jay went up to the park for like an hour and half and missed some things that happened... I think we were better off though.. But I LOVE YOU KARYNNE! and I'm sorry those people had to fuck things up for you...
and that's all, I'ma go call my mom and sing her happy birthday because I feel like being annoying.. hahah
LaTeR.. MUCH
i love you so much. <3
Some odd reason in a good mood,
shortie!!!
Posted at 11:33 am by punkdorkness
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